Saying goodbye is one of the absolute hardest things we have to do in life. We had to do this today with the best girl ever – Cybil, after a very short onset of issues up until today (4 months) – still seems surreal as I think about it!

Cybil was a Daddies girl . . she loved Juan to pieces and tolerated me – which was ok because she was such a joy! Juan was her human, and she picked him! She loved her walks with Daddy, she honestly could not get enough of them. She loved her frisbee tosses again and again and again, she would wear herself out chasing after them and wanting you to toss again! She was the only baby that had her very own chair that no one sat in but her!

Cybil had a vicious growl and bark if she didn’t like someone or something – which kept people at bay, but she had the most gentle spirit and if you came into the house you were treated immediately like family! She loved everyone on the inside . . . and no one on the outside (when she was inside) LOL. Which was always so amusing to us, since her spirit was so kind and gentle! But I ALWAYS felt safe with her no matter where or what we were doing!

She knew when to listen and how far to push my buttons to get away with what she was doing or wanted. And yes, she pushed many times, but when I was at my limit – she knew and listened ❤ Cybil was the ONLY dog able to get away with this behavior!

She loved her neck rubbed and would reach her nose to the ceiling to get one. She also hated her feet touched . . . probably because I dremeled her nails which she also hated but tolerated!

Took her to a specialist yesterday who wanted to put her down, but I was not ready for that diagnosis and said no & brought her home. It was a VERY rough night, we both slept about 30 mins in total, she was in so much pain – even on a ton of meds.

It was very clear, if it were ME (which was the only way I could bring myself to do this) what would I want. I don’t want to hang on – kiss me, love me and let me go. So last night she would lay her head in my lap and whimper and paw me, until I rubbed her feet or leg.

This morning, she was laying in her bed and the sun came through and put a rainbow on her – that was my sign, kiss her, tell her she is loved and let her go. You are and were loved so much Cybil and just the best baby ever!

FLY High Cyb’s, and now she gets to kiss God and kiss Debbi, run pain free and be happy. Until we meet again big girl – We will always love you – – your Mommy & Daddy